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Okay, so scholarship committee meeting today, which meant halos walang klase. So yeah, we had health sa gym, talked about alcohol, then had STR and this super wtf lesson. Super fail si Kuya Kent sa pagturo ng Chem. Tapos we went to Physics pero wala si Master Lim so we went to watch Brandon.

Nung STR, Nico was asking people for coloring materials for Brandon kasi poster making contest nya tapos di nya alam, so I lent my colored pencils and Pate lent her pastels. Other people like Wak and Minnie lent him stuff too. Tapos yun, we watched. Super bitch ng host person. Kasi, we were noisy tapos she was all "kung natalo yung representative ng Pisay, di namin kasalanan." Whatever... Sobrang astig ni Cueto na contestant. Nung sabi ng host person "time starts now", everyone was rushing and thinking and stuff. Brandon, on the other hand, took out his lunch and started eating. Tapos we watched for a while then I went to the gazebo. We went back rin mga 2 times. Cueto didn't want to show us what he made so we had to try to peek pa and stuff. Tapos nung nakita ko, ewan. Kasi super iba sya sa mga ibang posters. The others were the typical colorful cartoony collage-like things. Cueto's was simple and light, since puro colored pencils. Tapos, we had class na and practice. Tapos nung Chem, biglang Brandon came to the room with a bunch of money. First place mehn. Yay him. Haha

At yun ang araw ko. Things have been weird lately and I dunno what's happening. Gah.

Off to Bora on Friday. Wish me luck..

OMG I haven't been writing pala. Whee. Nasa CS class ako and we're waiting for Sir Binky to check our lab exercies. I shall add later. Lol

Ang sabog ko for the past few days. Since the new classroom rearranging thing and the heat, super wtf ko. Sobrang init talaga. Like kanina, lunch pa lang, pawis na pawis na kami. Ang stupid. Tapos I've been tripping a lot lately. Yesterday, papunta kami ni Fids sa caf tapos nadapa ako sa root ng puno. Now may scrape ako sa knee. Rar. Bahala na. Grabe, ang sucky na ng school. Ayoko na...

RETREAT

Last week was one of the most stressful weeks this school year. Last week lang kasi kami talagang nagprepare for the retreat. Kuya was in the hospital so mom was busy with him. Nung Sunday, pumunta kami sa Recto to get the pins done. Oh, the design was made by Jon my love. Then, nung Monday, I had to fix the pin designs para mas madali ipagawa. Then, I went to the hospital to help mom take care of kuya. Nung Tuesday, Cam, Juan and I went to Trinoma to "meet" and buy supplies. We met sa PRP then talked about the retreat in Starbucks. Super tagal naming nag-usap na we forgot to have lunch and we ended at like 3. Tapos, we went to National to buy stuff. Tapos we went to Landmark to buy candles, but there were no more candles so we had lunch. Tapos yung pins daw may problema so i had to work that night. Then Wednesday, I did nothing yata. Oh, I got the starmaps printed and stuff and did the room assignments. Thursday, I did last minute everything and palancas and I packed. Friday, I woke up early and got ready. Tapos TJ came and we went to Pisay. There, I crammed palancas and helped out a bit. Then, we left na for Tagaytay..

Hayyy... The retreat was super fun. When we got there, yung nag-orient sa amin sobrang nainis tapos nag-walk out. Then, we went to our room, and blah. Then I think we learned the Italian Padre song thing from Father Mon. Then we had dinner yata then we got to work. We moved the chairs to the side and began making our human board game na ginawa mostly ni Juan. Cam also prepared the Human Bingo papers. Tapos medyo late na kami nagstart. We played Disturbia as
our batchmates entered the room. Then, we started. Basta. Words can't describe how fun that night was, thanks to Juan. It was super great.

Saturday was the more religious day. The speakers were not boring at all and we had this Amazing Race thing pa. Favorite quote ko from the speaker was something like "Ateneo..yung school sa harap ng Starbucks." Sobrang burn nun. Hahaha. Tapos we had confession and one on one talks. I really really felt bad. I started to tear up when I was in front of Fr. Mon confessing everything. Sobrang nakakakonsensya yung experience na yun. Tapos when I went out of the chapel, si Nico pa nakita ko tapos he felt really bad so super emotional ng moment na yun. Then, I think I sneaked into our room and got some of the Palancas I needed to finish. Then, we started preparing for palanca night. We lit 2 big candles and placed them at the front of the room where the council was. Then, one by one, each section entered and formed a circle around the palancas of that section. Tapos we said some stuff and asked the class presidents to light the candles of their classmates. Then, we let them get their palanca envelopes. It kinda depends on the person if he enjoyed the night or not. Basta ako, I had fun coz parang sobrang narelieve ako.

Sunday was okay. Nagprayer kami tapos nagmass tapos nagpicture. I hope naman they enjoyed. Super naghirap ang council para doon. The trip home was boring. Wala akong katabi so I just slept. I went down sa Ayala with TJ then we went home. I was so tired when I got home so I just lay in bed. I fixed my stuff later that night..

Lesson learned: Stop cramming batch stuff...



I WANNA DIE

Hey you, you think I'm emo, don't you? Well, fuck you man (Guevara, 2008). I feel bad and I think I don't deserve to live so if you're an anti-sadness sparkly rainbow unicorn, then go hide in a gingerbread house. I've done a lot of bad things to people, like really bad. Well, not physical things, more of emotional blah. I think it's a result of my insecurity and it's my way to get back at the world for being such a bitch. Oh yes, I think I'm now as bitchy as the world itself, even more bitchy than Nico or Kuya Kent (uy joke lang ah). Hay.. basta. I've hurt people and I constantly hurt people through my words and actions. I don't think I've gone a day without insulting someone or hurting someone. I don't think I've ever been loyal to anyone in my life. I am bitch and I should die.



Sembreak day 1

I slept at like 8:30 last night tapos I woke up at 7 kanina. Then, I went to my parents' room tapos wala yung mom ko and yung kuya ko. Sabi ni dad nasa doctor. Tapos, nagluto ako ng breakfast at kumain, then I went back to my parents' room. Sabi ni dad mababa platelet count ni kuya. I stayed there for a while and waited for my dad to tell me na may dengue si kuya and he needs to be confined, tapos yun, sinabi nya. I wanted to bake him eclairs kasi favorite nya yun but i realized he can't eat anything. Oh, and our kitchen's being renovated so yeah. Now, I'm super bored, waiting for my other kuya to fetch me and bring me to the hospital, but he's probably still at work. I dunno. Bahala na...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CATLINA!!!

Catlina left for Hong Kong last year. She comes back often but I don't get to see her. She was my good friend in ICA and I really miss her so yeah. I miss you, Cat.


Anyway, day 3 of the 6-day weekend was okay. Hindi ako sumama sa Trinoma coz I had to do stuff. I finished the STR methodology so now I just have to fix it. Yay +6!

Well, I thought it would really suck not going to Trinoma with them. I miss them kahit 3 days pa lang. Buti na lang Fran has bronchitis. (Joke lang, Fran. Get well soon.) So kinausap niya ako. Biglang naalala ko yung summer. Parang ang daming nagbago since summer and I kinda don't have time for my out of school friends anymore. Naisip ko rin na I kinda take my friends for granted. I really do. Oh well..

I remember something I told Marielle before. Parang "Studies before friends" or something. Do I spend too much time on my academics? I dunno. Ang stupid ng sinabi ko. Ewan...

Lol, parang puro emo yung mga entry ko. Oh well. Hahaha.

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