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Humanities Week is supposed to be a very happy, relaxing and carefree week full of fun events, exciting . The week itself was, but I just had so much stuff going on that I almost broke down during the week, and eventually did break down after.

Honestly, I didn't think being batch president would be this hard. I actually thought that with the right council and batch adviser, it would be pretty easy. I was so wrong. I guess I only realized how hard it is now because nothing really happened in the first quarter. Well, I finally woke up.

Being so relaxed for the past few months, I didn't realize that family day was coming. The idea that I had to start with the batch shirt came to me around three weeks ago, right after Ramayana. With the help of Juan and the rest of the council, we got to work. We chose a design and started getting orders two weeks ago. Obviously, it was pretty late. The batch lunch orders were only collected last week. Those were the main reasons why things didn't go so well. Another thing that added to the chaos was my lack of organization. I admit there are a lot of things i forgot to do that kinda made things bad. Yeah, it was my fault. Everything blew up in my face last Friday and Saturday.

I don't really want to go all emo with the details, so I'll just summarize everything. Family Day was not okay at all. The shirts were delivered late, some weren't even given and until now, some shirts still haven't been received. The batch lunch was better than I expected, thanks to my mom. Now, I still have a lot of problems with the payments and stuff, so I'm really tense and I'm really stressed. I have no one else to blame but myself.

I know I didn't try my best this time and I totally regret doing so. I think I let a lot of people down, especially my mom. Sorry to those who got kinda pissed at me. I'll make it up to you guys...

Three days left until my birthday, and I've never been more depressed in my life. The dorm open house made me a bit happier, but I'm still pretty emo. Don't worry, I won't cut myself. I hope things get better though, at least for this week...

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